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took a subway with my roommate to times square tonight. there, somewhere near 45th we found the venue her friend (glen) was playing at. a little hole in the wall that smells like all those venues smell - like old cigarettes, sweat, and mildew. it's completly out of place in the upper side of manhatten really. her (glen's) band played and it was great. there was mad good energy. i was kind of drunk. the feeling from the lines i did in more dorm room was pretty much gone. but i danced around until a thin layer of sweat was on my skin and my hair was moist near the forehead. outside the cold air was so refreshing as it dried my sweat. i felt alive again.


now it's three in the morning and i can't sleep. my nervous system is too stimulated. i feel slightly agitated but at least i finished my gender and communications midterm. let's not talk about schoolwork though. that's just bound to be depressing.