My life has taken on a new level of surreality.

Monday, February 15, 2010 | |

Honestly, I have no idea what's going on.

2 comments:

ashleigh. said...

i have a question, and this may or may not be related to this post, you decided: are you at that point where you sit and think sometimes "what the fuck am i going to do? how am i going to survive?! for real?!"

i ask because when i read this i immediately thought that and i have been thinking that for about a year now. i was just wondering if anyone else felt the same.

Sophie Hunter said...

I don't think I'm even thinking that far ahead yet. I'm really thinking what I am I going to do next year - where am I going to live, who am I going to live with, where am I going to go to school.

Surviving I think is the easy part. You get a minimum wage job and live in a shitty apartment. It's succeeding that's damn difficult. That means getting a job that's good enough to pay back your student loans, live up to your potential, support a family, etc. And being happy - that seems to be impossible.

I think in this post I was more referring to people and how I can just no longer understand them at all but also I think about what the fuck I'm going to do with my life, yes. It's just not as much of an immediate concern right now.