i don't want to be in college anymore. i can't function like a normal person and college just amplifies that. i rather try and cut it in some minimum wage job at this point.
i don't want to talk about "you" anymore. i want to forget about "you" forever. i want to exist seperatley from all that "you" is, says, does.
i don't really care about anyone. i'm just as selfish as everyone else i hate. i don't feel anyone really cares about me either. this is both terrifying and comforting.
i want to disappear. i want to cease existing. i don't want to have to feel anything anymore.
honestly, i want to die because i'm already only half-alive.
honestly
Thursday, December 17, 2009 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 6:57 PM |
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i want to disappear. i want to cease existing... honestly, i want to die because i'm already only half-alive.
my sentiments, exactly.
also, you should know that i care. i don't really know how to go about showing it but...i do.
awww. i care about you too ashley - as much as i can at least.
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