lost. I can't deny that. And I keep seeing secret meanings in everything. And I want to get some answers. But maybe there are no answers. I don't know if I can believe that any longer. Once I definitely agreed but now life seems to have a meaning. I no longer completely believe in coincidences,I can no longer deny my belief in fate. I see the world in a completely different way than I did two years ago or a year ago or six months ago.
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Monday, June 28, 2010 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 3:33 PM |
I'm always feeling out of control
New blog.
Sunday, June 27, 2010 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 9:06 AM |
http://gorillafilmmakers.wordpress.com/
I enjoy odd things sometimes...
Thursday, June 17, 2010 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 3:43 AM |
like when this girl plays the Christian radio station at work. Anything God-related tends to have lyrics or Bible quotes that really catch you.
"I'm a liar seeking the truth."
"Our tongues have the power of life and death."
I think I want to read the Bible. Although I think I may agree with Eastern religions more so maybe I should look into Buddhism or something. I feel like I need to explore religion at this point.
I also need to move out simply because I can't really live my life properly when living at home. I have to hide things and feel guilty and ashamed and that's really know way to live. There's a reason most people don't live with their parents at this point. I love my mom and it's nice to live with her and not have to worry about rent and utilities and all that grown-up money stuff. But I'm over it. I'm ready to worry about rent and utilities and all that grown-up money stuff. I'm no Jack Kerouac (who lived with his mom until the day he died, which wasn't very old but still...he was like forty-five or something.)
I have to go to work now. Thank god it's Thursday.
No real answers.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 8:50 AM |
No official diagnosis as of yet. ADHD and Bipolar II are being explored (mentioned? considered? I have no idea.) Starting Abilify (a mood stabilizer) and then adding Prozac.
In honor of short entries
Thursday, June 3, 2010 | Posted by Sophie Hunter at 2:56 PM |
I hate men. Not all men. But I never really hate women. I don't even give them that kind of time and energy. But men, well, I can really hate them.
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