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I am incredibly sad. When I wake up in the morning I feel it the worst. I get up and do things to distract myself but basically when I take any time to think it always ends in tears. Sometimes I'm not really sad but I'm not really happy either. I'm bored. Sometimes I get high and I feel better. I feel kind of happy for awhile. Sometimes it lasts for hours and hours. But eventually the happy will always end. Sometimes I get high and things don't get better. I'm always tired. I drink so much caffeine. I live with my mom. I'm almost 20. I've completed only one semester of college. I'm addicted to weed. I'm not really close with anyone. I keep my fears to myself. I try not to think about other people either. I am lonely. I feel outside of everything. I am selfish.


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There are two things that changed my life significantly:

1. My cousin going crazy when I was 13. 
2. Mr. Hurt dying.

Cooper Union #3

3. A view around a corner or a quaquaversal.

Quaquaversal: going off in all directions at once; dipping away from a centre in all directions

In geology, lava beds are examples of quaquaversals because they are inclined outward in all directions from a central point or area.

I thought fractals were similiar to quaquaversals because they too go out in all directions at once.

Decalcomania is a Surrealist technique. It is the process of spreading thick paint upon a canvas then — while it is still wet — covering it with further material such as paper or aluminium foil. This covering is then removed (again before the paint dries), and the resultant paint pattern becomes the basis of the finished painting. The technique was much employed by artists such as Max Ernst. Decalcomania can produce fractal-like patterns

So I used decalcomania to get fractal patterns. Then over that I applied an acrylic transfer of a photo of a lava bed dipping in all directions.

Fractal pattern

Cooper Union # 1

1. Draw three pieces of furniture from observation. Create a new piece of furniture from a combination of these drawings.

Acrylic and Marker on Transparencies 

Front cover when folded up

Sorry about the crappy photos.

Shitty comics

Cooper Union Test #2

2. A self-portrait including both a view of the top of your head and the bottom of your feet.

I was thinking of cutting it out and putting it on a background of acrylic wash. Also I couldn't decide if I should make the lines of the squares less visible.